I appreciate the call it shocked me. Sorry i haven't been the best... I guess i thought u would be like everyone else....Just wrapped up in there own lives only wanting to beat me down because i'm not what they wanted me to be.... Kindsey only knows how to stab me in the back anymore.. I'm there for her when she needs me but then she just turns around and throws it back in my face as if it never mattered. Like i don't matter.....so i gave up... Sarah only knows how to get what she wants or pouts about it all she does is use me she doesn't care about me....... She constantly glares at me and avoids me unless she wants to be rude to me rub something in my face or show that she's got everyone by the balls and i have no one....nisa couldn't give a flying shit about how i feel she probably hasn't even visited u guys yet though she is still living in new castle!!!!! Well Has she?!?!?! If she has she sure hasn't really bothered to call or really even talk to me!!!!!!!! Then she only sees things her way so what would it matter anyway!!! all she normally did at school was yell at me!! how would that make u feel!!!!!!!!!!! Then on top of all of that Lauren who's suppose to be my friend rarely hangs out with me because Sarah is always pouting about something completely itiotic!!!!!!!!!!!! Then there is u who just came back to school when it is almost finished and ur having a good time with these people who treat me like SHIT!!!! So it is only natural that i asume that u want to hang out with them instead of me!!!!!!!!!!!! I did appreciate the call and i did call back but i got the answering machine......I didn't leave a message...so honestly i just thought that u were thinking the way they were and were going to treat me the same.... if ur not that's a different story and i would more than love to be ur friend. I guess i'm just tired off being treated as if i don't matter as if i'm nothing!!